Monday, September 12, 2005

I'm fuckingly bored!! oh well...


i realised i had been bloggin more often den i used to be. maybe because it's the holidays. got nth how else better to while away time. my flu is healin fast. no more blocked noses in the mornin. good recovery man. wanted to do my acjc paper just now. den i realised my brain wasnt tuned to the 'maths-mode'. every qn seemed so difficult to me. guessed i stil wasnt fully awake yet. will continue to try the paper in the night. i worked best in the night. dont know why.


im deprived of enjoyment. seriously deprived. for this whole holiday, i nv go out for fun at all. wads happenin to me? it jus doesnt seem me to stay cooped up at home during holidays! alright i did went out of hse. most of them were to go to sch for extra lectures & tutorials. ytd went out to mac for hw-sharing session. not exactly to copy hw but to clarify doubts while doin assignments wif the guys. they guided me on maths, i returned the favour by teachin them chemistry. hehe team work.


i reached home at 8pm last night. time was crawlin so slowly. was really damn bored ytd. chatted wif shanfu alot alot alot. total change of impression of him. he's more matured now. learned a mountain of new things from him, mostly theories of life. i kept claimin to someone tt i wasnt tired so i adamantly refused to sign out of msn n turn in for the night. i was pestered by tt someone until i finally gave in. when i lied on the bed n closed my eyes, then did i noe how hell tired i was. within seconds, i drifted off into a deep, deep sleep. alright shall declare u correct.


i feel that my english is degressing. not very sanguine bout how my gp results will turn out for my promos. after this holiday, things wil get a lot more hectic. deadline for EOM is nxt week. deadline for final written report is in 2 wks' time. everyone will be chiongin their reports these few wks, wont hav time to even revise for our promos. if u think we can relax after completin our reports, u are wrong. right after tt, which is 1 wk later, it will be the start of the promotional exams. this is never-ending man. alright so all we hav to do is to bite our teeth n go thru all these hurdles. after promos, we can relax le! but stil, after our promos will be our presentation le. oh god~


to my dear laogong,
jus wan to tell u i feel great being ur girlfriend. =) u r my one & only. understand? in response to ur entry, yup im special from the rest. im very friendly de lo. tts y im so amiable! hahas. muacks muacks. u r special too. cos u are MY boyfriend. lets rock the world!


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